Trust issues are getting nowhere. I still have a long way to go before i let someone in. Even the family i live with is out of sync with me and i, with them. I don't have the luxury of being more interesting than i am. I've no energy left. Sapped by my mind's betrayal. It doesn't shut up. Yappity, yap. Anger on one end of the rope and fear on the other, i'm being drawn and quartered.